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- Book Review
- Copyright (c) 1994, Steve Powers
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- The Tracks of Angels - Kelly Dwyer (G.P. Putnam's Sons, $22.95).
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- In her first novel, Kelly Dwyer has produced a beautiful, spellbinding
- story. The Tracks of Angels is the tale of Laura Neuman, eighteen years
- old and alone in the world.
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- Dwyer's debut is an auspicious one, as she crafts an unforgettable
- novel, told in clean, spare prose that shifts effortlessly between past
- and present. The mood created wraps the reader in a cocoon just this
- side of sentiment, creating a sense of wonder and sorrow.
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- Laura's childhood and adolescence is described almost bitterly, with an
- undercurrent of pain flowing through the narrative.
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- As the narrative returns to the present, a sense of hope seems to float
- tantalizingly just around the corner, blanketed with an intense
- loneliness alleviated somewhat by the adventure of venturing into the
- unknown territory of young adulthood.
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- Fleeing a painful past, Laura arrives in Boston on a Greyhound bus.
- Laura chooses Boston as the place to start a new life because it lies
- across an entire continent from her childhood home in southern
- California. She feels that perhaps physical distance will ease hurtful
- memories stemming from her mother's long battle with cancer, losing the
- battle when Laura was twelve; and another tide of stinging remembrances
- caused by her father's paralysis caused by an automobile accident,
- leading to a plan to end his life and involving Laura in that plan.
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- In a long, slow process, Laura begins to create her own roots in Boston.
- She rents a tiny apartment, and lying about her previous job experience,
- lands a waitressing job in a Italian restaurant, in quick order. She
- makes friends with an artist named Nadia and meets the mysterious David,
- two people who have a profound influence upon her new life.
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- She invests in a secondhand encyclopedia and begins to pore over its
- contents letter by letter in a desperate attempt to expand her mind.
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- Even as she feels a burgeoning sense of self, she still feels the sharp
- tendrils of her past experiences curling around her, especially her role
- in helping to end her father's life. Reflecting upon the environment she
- was raised in, a household with two distinct religions and parents with
- often differing opinions, she realizes that she lacks a spiritual
- identity.
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- This search leads her to imagining into life an angel, one who is there
- in the darkest of nights, when she is alone in her room. Only this
- angel is not quite the glorified image of angels that we traditionally
- perceive.
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- This angel is world-weary, and while listening patiently to her
- questions, admits that there are no easy answers, one whose wings are
- frayed and one who comes to be very real to her in her search to make
- sense of her confused life, "...sometimes at the very edge of sleep I
- could almost, just faintly, hear the rustling of wings."
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- With the help of her imaginary angel, the fabric of her life begins to
- knit together, giving her a solidity that she had not felt before, an
- image far from her former image of herself as a small, lost and lonely
- figure in a large town where she knew no one.
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- Like the strains of a haunting melody, this book will burrow beneath the
- reader's emotions to nestle deep in the heart. The emotions are oh so
- bittersweet and evocative, causing some very real twinges of
- recognition.
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- In Laura Neuman, Kelly Dwyer has created a character who shows how much
- our memories and past experiences, like a stone thrown in water, casts
- huge ripples into our futures.
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